You promised once & you were kind & you cared and we had moments & secrets & memories & I believed in it all. But I couldn’t throw it away like you did. And it’s so hard because if it’s easy for you to forget or let go or easy for you to be fine now, even if you’re pretending, then either you didn’t mean it before… or sometimes I think something was wrong with me, that I wasn’t good enough. I wasn’t good enough for you to see what you had, to keep our friendship & to stop hurting me. I’m scared I’m always going to think it was me. I did everything I could but I cant change my heart, I can’t blame you but I wish I could so I wasn’t the one left hurting.
And if you need a hand I’ll do my best to be there. #peermentor #support #well #healthy #mindandbody #excited #changes #positive
No matter where I am on campus I’m always looking for it. #carillonbelltower #ispy #campuspride #ucr #home #architecture #tinted
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have you ever known somebody so shitty they completely ruin that first name for you?