I just don’t want to hurt anymore,
I want it all just to go away.
But Its been the hardest thing to forget everything & move on & to try make sense of how someone could hurt me when I couldn’t do the same to them. I could never do to him what he did to me, its not something I have been able to understand or accept, but I guess sometimes you can care for someone & love someone & be kind, but just because thats how my heart works doesn’t mean they will return the same love or treat me the same way or protect me the same.
Despite every amazing & honest moment we had together, he’s a different person now & our hearts aren’t the same. I really loved him before, he was and will always be a friend to me but I do just want to stop hurting now & I want to move on & be happy & strong again. And its going to be so hard because I can’t forget all the good memories we did have, I just can’t & I can’t ever hate him, my heart doesn’t work that way. I wish I could turn back time & take it all away for both of us but I can’t. I’ve done all I can, I let him hurt me to save himself but I’m going to try my best to forgive him & forget him & to be happy again.
The hardest part was letting him hurt me & waiting for him to see how much he had because I loved him too much to ever hurt him back but he never saw how much he hurt me. But I hope someday with all my heart we can forgive each other.
I can’t stand this.. i’m trying to be strangers again, but strangers don’t have memories like ours..
✌️❤️ keepin it real . Miss these guys! #ravefamily #friends #plurvibes #nocturnalwonderland #troublemakers #sillyfaces
I wont ever forgive you. I won’t ever understand why you had to hurt me this much, I wont ever understand what I did to you that you had to hurt me this much. I protected you when you tearing me down. And now I regret it, I regret every word we ever said to each other & ever believing a thing you said because you were a liar and I shouldnt have ever ever trusted you.
Nicolas Demeersman aka Pretty Punk (b. 1978, Seclin) Worldwide ongoing Fucking Tourist series 2009-2014 Captures The Resentment Of Locals With A Simple Gesture. (Info with each pic)